Wednesday, 1 December 2010

Last Time This Year

Time flies,remember last time this year i am really down! When i think back of the moments i have go through,i will never and ever get rid of it. Pray this gonna be happen again in my life!I am happy for myself at the moments coz at least i am getting out from it slowly slowy!

Ohya,my birthday have just pass few days back. I would like to take the opportunity to thank everyone for their wish!Your wish is highly appreciated. Even the one i am waiting for does not come but then i know when someone does not even take you as friend they will never remember it. hehe!I will take it easy this time.

Anyway,it's too late for me by the way!I need some sleep now.Gd nite everyone and no more night work at the moments!

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

November Come Again

November Come Again
Time flies and the first week of november have passed just like that which mean more more stress going to be come very soon. Ok,let forget about all the stress part 1st but then the happy things is my birthday coming in 2 week times. Am i going to have any celebration?I dunno coz it's all depends on everythings regarding my progress hopefully everythings will be doing alright by that time.

Out of sudden,my mind come out alot alot of things. I miss my life in subang and mostly my first year uni time really alot! Even though it's an intensive 9 months course for me to finish my studies and after that come to uk to continue my second year but then there is too much things for me to remember. Think back alot of sweet part and happiness,do i make a right decision at the very first place?The answer is i myself will know more than everybody. Maybe maybe at these moments i do feel regret but then i hope by time go by i can achieve the things i want in my life.

OK,let me stop emoing here!haha!Time to go to sleep dy and i will fight again as usual!NEVER GIVE UP!THIS IS AN ORDER!

Thursday, 21 October 2010

Everythings Begins Again

Everythings begin again with branded new.I have been chasing over the time instead of time chasing me!As everyone concern and ask me couple of time where i am currently.For everyone information i am still in England for the next one years and maybe even more longer.Sorry for not able to respond anyone question when you all ask me in either facebook and msn because i dun feel like tell anyone.In case you really follow me up here,then you will find here.

Life have been busy all these while and i am once again back to blog.Haha!Too much things waiting for me to be done and i hope i can do it. To my dearest fren,i am moving forward now!As you all tell me tomorrow will be a better day for me and i take this as the positive to make me move forward!Thanks everyone and many many hug for you all!Hope everyone stay heathly as always and happy as usual!

Sunday, 27 June 2010

Updated again

Hey everyone!I have been away from msn and even check my facebook or updated it! Life is much more better compare to the last time i updated my status!This time around i spend my time more wisely and i by staying away from facebook and msn it do really make myself feel more better!At least i tell myself i got no chance and i won't wait for somethings that i know that not going to be happen!All the past it really learn alot from the person not really understand people feelings to someone that really can work more independenly in the future!

For everyone information,i won't be like last time to sign in for msn or maybe even facebook for very often like in the pass!maybe once a while in the weekend i will be on my msn if i get myself free!Hope to chat with everyone of u again!And again thanks for everyone concern to me like in the pass!ohya!I am not longer active in my previous number anymore!I got myself a new number dy but then to be honest to you i dun remember my number at all!The main reason is because i very very rarely keep the phone with me all these while!haha!Maybe once a while i will check anyone who is calling me!Sorry and sorry for some of my closed fren maybe u did call me but the i din manage to answer it!

Last but not the least,i will stay in the uk again for the next 12 months!See everyone of u again in the future!Message me in the facebook in case u really look for me!I promise i will reply once i read it!Time flies this is the 11 months since the last the last time it happen!Stay strong and i will fight for myself for the rest!Thanks for everyone support!Love everyone of you!

p/s:The missing only will last in the heart but the reality and the fact will never change!Fight for urself and hope tomorrow will be even more better than today!

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Tiring Life

It's never easy to get back when you fall down!Sometimes i do hope to work very hard and fight for somethings!but then i know i am not going to be like in the pass!I won't do the things until it's very last or the submission date nearly come!The reason is i dun have that kind of motivation!I know my daddy and mummy will be very upset if he see his son like this!Sorry dad and mummy,i did try my very best to stand up but then i always failed!

It's 3 in the midnight!nearly get to 4'o clock!I am still awake here to do my revision and what i am found out is i got too much things dun understand so well!If i am going to pass,i will be more than satisfy!I know last time i used to set myself at least average 70 percent for each subject but then now as long as i can get pass,i will satisfy enough dy!Sometime i did ask myself why i can become like this?can i go back to like last time with high motivation but then i can't get any answer for myself!At this moments,i dunno what is my aims anymore!I got no target at all!I hate this kinds of feelings but then who can understand the feelings!

At this point, i got no idea weather i am going to pass my year or not!or maybe i should say will i get a degree by the end of the day?I dunno and i not dare to think because i know this year my results going to screw me up a lot and which this is the most important year for me.But then i prepare for the worst!In case by the end of the day i got nothings and walk out from the uni, please do take of me in the future.

Thursday, 8 April 2010


Come to the junction should i turn left or right?I dunno what else i can do to be honest.No matter how many time i try but then mostly i failed to do it.Upset and upset again with myself!

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

Time to back to reality

Once again it nearly reach the end of the months and again it come to the 25th of feb.Remind me 3 years ago.The love story beginning here and everything was seem so prefect that time until i thought this will be last forever.But then things was not go so smootly after that.As far i know i am not guys that can give everythings you wanted,i have ever tried but then most of the time i failed to make you feel happy and satisfied.I hate being myself too sometimes.Hate my attitude hate my used to be busy in the pass hate to being not as a goof boyfried and lastly hate being myself for giving empty promise.

I was getting better beginning of the year but then in the last 2 weeks my mood getting worst and worst.I hardly can put my heart in doing one things.I don't like this kind of feelings but then i still have to accept it sometime.Maybe on of the reason is because valentine day fall in february and the one of the most important date is...!I dun feel like going to mention here.In the pass i know even distance keep us apart but then heart make us feel we are not far from each others.But then since the time we break up onwards,i know the following time going to be will be totally different.All these while i am scare to faced it.Few week before this i already feel the scare of the day to come.But then when the time pass 12,i know the date i ever dun wish to come already reach it.I really feel sad and i know 3 years ago and 3 years after things is totally different already.The first things obviously different is you does not love me anymore and you does not care anymore.I have been accepting all these while.

Again i take out my braveness to read all the message we used to send each other in the pass from the 1st day we meet until the day we break,i make a decision to delete it every single as well.Even i delete it but then all the contain still always remind in my heart and minds.Combination of these feelings come to my heart.I feel sad to let you go but then i think these might be the best option for you because you might be can find someone who can give you the best unlike me.Read it back see all the cuteness you having when you sms with me make me feel great coz at least i have you as before in my life.I wonld have not asking anythings more than that.Thanks god for having you in the pass.maybe it can't go as long as i wish but then i feel very satisfied.Having you to lighten my hope,my life,my dreams and everthings.This is the best present from the god to me because all these will become my memories forever!

Lastly,i hope things will be turning good for me after this.No more sad and more tears too.Would i be able to make it?I do really hope so!As for her,wish her all the best in the study back to melbourne and hope she can get someone to take care of her well there in the sametime too!

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

Miss you my family!

Daddy,i really really miss you now!I know i never tell you that before.It's because i am just too shy.hehe!Daddy,why you treat me so good?To be honest,i don't think you ever say no to me if i did ask somethings from you!You give me everthings to the best!Even study as well,u wil give me the best!I am just too glad to have daddy like you.Cannot wait to go home and just with you daddy!

To my mum,i know even u talk alot to me everytime when u call me,but then i know this is style for you to caring me bah.Sorry mum if you ever say to me and you think i dun listen to you!I did listen to you but then sometime you keep on saying me this and that!hehe!But then end of the day i still love you too!

To my dearest brother,i just wonder why u seldom talk to me?And only when i talk to you then you talk to me!I start to hate you know!For me you are my lovely brother!You are just too smart if compare to me!You are our proud!If you set your mind in doing somethings,you will definitely do it nearly prefect!haha!But then for me it was just like 50-50 if u ask me to do it!But then i still miss you as well!Study hard for this year ok?I know all of you might not be able to see these but then i just want to let you all know i miss everyone of you!If there is a chance in the future,i wil definitely upload my family picture!I know everyone of you ask how my mum and my dad look like!Take care everyone and time to go now!

Monday, 1 February 2010

Man United Vs Aston Villa 2008-2009 season in Old Trafford

Hi,everyone!Here are some picture that going to share with you all.This was the match between Man United and Aston villa in Old Trafford held in sometime April last year.The match end up with 3-2 to man united.Thanks for the last minute goals from Macheda.Here are the some of the picture we taken after and before the match.Hope you enjoy reading this.Thanks!

Saturday, 30 January 2010

Missing Something!

I miss the way you used to call me
I miss the way you used to sms me
I miss the way you used to talk to me
I miss the way you used to smile to me
I miss the way you used to say love love me and i say i love you too
I miss the first time and the first day we being together
I miss the place we used to go
I miss the every moments we used to have
I miss the time we going to have green tea
I miss everythings that is related to you!

I wish to go back the time we used to be together.But i know the reality is time won't turn back and i won't take back the word i say it out!I have try it out for more than one time and things does not work well for me.I try my best to be more understanding girls need even i failed for this time,i hope the remaining of time i will be more more clever as in sense!The unfinished jobs i will let it to other guys to do it 100 times more better than me!Wish her happy together with her 'mr right'!

Hey,all my fren.I am just emoing now.Dun worry i am getting better and better.Thanks you to everyone of you,you and you again!Without all your support i dun think i will be able to stand out!I won't forget how you chear me up!how you motivate me!how u make me get back my smile!and not to forget one person 'you' to nugde me in msn nearly everyday to ask me how am i!Thanks alot!haha!

By the way,it's time for me to go sleep.Tomorrow will be another day for me.Hope it going to be a busy day for me again ...Swimming,watching football and finishing my works that need to be hand in!Wish me luck!Nowadays sleep used to be my only way not to thinks..haha!Anyway,good night everybody!

Tuesday, 5 January 2010


Life is a journey.There is many obstacles we nd to go through.I have expected it since the day i landed here but the only tis is i dun expect tis to be so worst!Maybe ppl only wil grow out after go through it!I wish and i hope the rest of the journey not going to be a tough one coz i really have enough suffering it! is snowing outside..not too heavy i's nearly 7 in the morning!Few more hours b4 exam!If there is a chance,i wil upload more pic in my facebook!Currently england is snowing everywhere..i guess anyone not been here b4 would like to see it.As i am say it's nice to see it but then sometime it's hard to withstand the cold weather too!Imageine u walk out under the snow and freezing outside,somemore u are walking alone back from uni!Tis is not the nice feelings after all..not one could actually understand it!Watever bah..i guess tis going to be my last last year here!Time wait for nobody!Look it back it's coming to be 3rd year here!Tis is the place i go through everythings since the day i landed and at the very 1st place tot the one i love would actually come here wif me and going everythings wif me!used to dream one day can go everywhere in europe wif someone u love!but i know at tis stage tis not gonna to be happen anymore!maybe it's just a dream bah!Anyway,just forget about it!Time to back to study then!If there is a chance,more pic on facebook ya!