Monday, 2 May 2011

Moments When Truth Being Known

This past few day i am quite down because i figure out somethings which i not suppose to know but then i take it positive this time. Time wont be turn back anymore and things have gone mean gone dy. The only things i am going to do now is wish her happy always with her lovely one and for me myself i will be fight back for myself as usual. Two more week before my exam and then i will be officially gradurate. Seeking jobs back home or stay in United Kingdom? This is the things i am thought of now.Back to home it's good coz i can near to my family but then in the sametime i did worry i will....not to mention it here anymore...haha!Anyway,i hope by that time i will got an answer for myself.
After my exam,i will straight back to my part time jobs which i can consider as full time sometimes...haha!Too much things have to do in my work.Sometime i did get the pressure from the boss when someone under me was not doing the things properly. But then this is part of the work and i take everythings as my responsible even it's not my professional jobs in the future.This is part of my learning to be a leadership skills. Earning earning and then when my parents come in July,i hope i can bring them to Europe using my own earning money coz it really mean a lot to me. I hope i can repay my parents with all my hardwork.
Till here i stop and before i go,let me show u guys some picture that is what i eat for my dinner today. That's Singapore Laksa and it's taste very nice. It fill my up very well.haha!

Wednesday, 23 February 2011

Months with special events

Time flies so fast and it almost come to the end of february which mean march is coming up and more work need to be done by the end of march!Headache when i thought of it.In this months there are two special events to celebrate which is first of all Chinese New Year and then follow by the Valentine Day but unfortunately i celebrate none of them. Most of the times i spend is work and sleep maybe not to forget movies alone at home as well!Maybe i know i am quite pity but then this is how the time pass so quick.haha!

Let me think back how i did i celebrate my new year. If i not mistaken i celebrate my new year with working and earning money. The reason is on new year itself the place i work is slight to be busy than usual so i am required to work but then it's good in the same time at least i dun feel lonely at home.haha!As in valentine day,most of the people will spend their time out for date or maybe dinner but then me myself spending time in uni rushing up some work till late at midnight. This is the reason for the people dun have valentine maybe...

As in my life,i am doing quite alright coz the reason is i got not much time others than assigments,work and shopping too when i am free!Shopping is my favourite coz it help u to release the stress!Having too much at the moments when think of alot of assigements due date.But then i know that is life nothing come so easy. Start counting down again it's 1 years 6 months and 28 days since the last time it happen. Think back the memory i am having,at least i am still feel glad for having it even it's not too long. Sometime i just know that love is fate and everythings have been happen could not be turn back anymore. I know i used to blame myself for doing it but then the decision have been made and things that happen could not be changing anymore. The fact is always the fact. Accepting it and make urself dun repeat the samethings is the things we could do. Maybe if i dun come to UK, i wont be so independant like what i am today. Would you believe that i am doing cleaning jobs as in my house and my room and also i need to be more responsible in my work. It's coz when you are staying alone you need to plan everythings for yourself including your daily routine. I am still glad for what i am doing now but i am also sad for what i am losing forever. Life is like that and it never be so prefect.

Till this point i feel like myself alittle bit down.I would better stop here and finally for those friend which i never wish you happy new year,i would like to wish u here and all the best everyone!Miss everyone in malaysia and hope to see u guys soon!When is the next time i am going back?Answer is i dunno...haha!