Moments When Truth Being Known

This past few day i am quite down because i figure out somethings which i not suppose to know but then i take it positive this time. Time wont be turn back anymore and things have gone mean gone dy. The only things i am going to do now is wish her happy always with her lovely one and for me myself i will be fight back for myself as usual. Two more week before my exam and then i will be officially gradurate. Seeking jobs back home or stay in United Kingdom? This is the things i am thought of now.Back to home it's good coz i can near to my family but then in the sametime i did worry i will....not to mention it here anymore...haha!Anyway,i hope by that time i will got an answer for myself.
After my exam,i will straight back to my part time jobs which i can consider as full time sometimes...haha!Too much things have to do in my work.Sometime i did get the pressure from the boss when someone under me was not doing the things properly. But then this is part of the work and i take everythings as my responsible even it's not my professional jobs in the future.This is part of my learning to be a leadership skills. Earning earning and then when my parents come in July,i hope i can bring them to Europe using my own earning money coz it really mean a lot to me. I hope i can repay my parents with all my hardwork.
Till here i stop and before i go,let me show u guys some picture that is what i eat for my dinner today. That's Singapore Laksa and it's taste very nice. It fill my up very well.haha!

Months with special events

Time flies so fast and it almost come to the end of february which mean march is coming up and more work need to be done by the end of march!Headache when i thought of it.In this months there are two special events to celebrate which is first of all Chinese New Year and then follow by the Valentine Day but unfortunately i celebrate none of them. Most of the times i spend is work and sleep maybe not to forget movies alone at home as well!Maybe i know i am quite pity but then this is how the time pass so quick.haha!

Let me think back how i did i celebrate my new year. If i not mistaken i celebrate my new year with working and earning money. The reason is on new year itself the place i work is slight to be busy than usual so i am required to work but then it's good in the same time at least i dun feel lonely at home.haha!As in valentine day,most of the people will spend their time out for date or maybe dinner but then me myself spending time in uni rushing up some work till late at midnight. This is the reason for the people dun have valentine maybe...

As in my life,i am doing quite alright coz the reason is i got not much time others than assigments,work and shopping too when i am free!Shopping is my favourite coz it help u to release the stress!Having too much at the moments when think of alot of assigements due date.But then i know that is life nothing come so easy. Start counting down again it's 1 years 6 months and 28 days since the last time it happen. Think back the memory i am having,at least i am still feel glad for having it even it's not too long. Sometime i just know that love is fate and everythings have been happen could not be turn back anymore. I know i used to blame myself for doing it but then the decision have been made and things that happen could not be changing anymore. The fact is always the fact. Accepting it and make urself dun repeat the samethings is the things we could do. Maybe if i dun come to UK, i wont be so independant like what i am today. Would you believe that i am doing cleaning jobs as in my house and my room and also i need to be more responsible in my work. It's coz when you are staying alone you need to plan everythings for yourself including your daily routine. I am still glad for what i am doing now but i am also sad for what i am losing forever. Life is like that and it never be so prefect.

Till this point i feel like myself alittle bit down.I would better stop here and finally for those friend which i never wish you happy new year,i would like to wish u here and all the best everyone!Miss everyone in malaysia and hope to see u guys soon!When is the next time i am going back?Answer is i dunno...haha!

Last Time This Year

Time flies,remember last time this year i am really down! When i think back of the moments i have go through,i will never and ever get rid of it. Pray this gonna be happen again in my life!I am happy for myself at the moments coz at least i am getting out from it slowly slowy!

Ohya,my birthday have just pass few days back. I would like to take the opportunity to thank everyone for their wish!Your wish is highly appreciated. Even the one i am waiting for does not come but then i know when someone does not even take you as friend they will never remember it. hehe!I will take it easy this time.

Anyway,it's too late for me by the way!I need some sleep now.Gd nite everyone and no more night work at the moments!

November Come Again

November Come Again
Time flies and the first week of november have passed just like that which mean more more stress going to be come very soon. Ok,let forget about all the stress part 1st but then the happy things is my birthday coming in 2 week times. Am i going to have any celebration?I dunno coz it's all depends on everythings regarding my progress hopefully everythings will be doing alright by that time.

Out of sudden,my mind come out alot alot of things. I miss my life in subang and mostly my first year uni time really alot! Even though it's an intensive 9 months course for me to finish my studies and after that come to uk to continue my second year but then there is too much things for me to remember. Think back alot of sweet part and happiness,do i make a right decision at the very first place?The answer is i myself will know more than everybody. Maybe maybe at these moments i do feel regret but then i hope by time go by i can achieve the things i want in my life.

OK,let me stop emoing here!haha!Time to go to sleep dy and i will fight again as usual!NEVER GIVE UP!THIS IS AN ORDER!

Everythings Begins Again

Everythings begin again with branded new.I have been chasing over the time instead of time chasing me!As everyone concern and ask me couple of time where i am currently.For everyone information i am still in England for the next one years and maybe even more longer.Sorry for not able to respond anyone question when you all ask me in either facebook and msn because i dun feel like tell anyone.In case you really follow me up here,then you will find here.

Life have been busy all these while and i am once again back to blog.Haha!Too much things waiting for me to be done and i hope i can do it. To my dearest fren,i am moving forward now!As you all tell me tomorrow will be a better day for me and i take this as the positive to make me move forward!Thanks everyone and many many hug for you all!Hope everyone stay heathly as always and happy as usual!

Updated again

Hey everyone!I have been away from msn and even check my facebook or updated it! Life is much more better compare to the last time i updated my status!This time around i spend my time more wisely and i by staying away from facebook and msn it do really make myself feel more better!At least i tell myself i got no chance and i won't wait for somethings that i know that not going to be happen!All the past it really learn alot from the person not really understand people feelings to someone that really can work more independenly in the future!

For everyone information,i won't be like last time to sign in for msn or maybe even facebook for very often like in the pass!maybe once a while in the weekend i will be on my msn if i get myself free!Hope to chat with everyone of u again!And again thanks for everyone concern to me like in the pass!ohya!I am not longer active in my previous number anymore!I got myself a new number dy but then to be honest to you i dun remember my number at all!The main reason is because i very very rarely keep the phone with me all these while!haha!Maybe once a while i will check anyone who is calling me!Sorry and sorry for some of my closed fren maybe u did call me but the i din manage to answer it!

Last but not the least,i will stay in the uk again for the next 12 months!See everyone of u again in the future!Message me in the facebook in case u really look for me!I promise i will reply once i read it!Time flies this is the 11 months since the last the last time it happen!Stay strong and i will fight for myself for the rest!Thanks for everyone support!Love everyone of you!

p/s:The missing only will last in the heart but the reality and the fact will never change!Fight for urself and hope tomorrow will be even more better than today!

Tiring Life

It's never easy to get back when you fall down!Sometimes i do hope to work very hard and fight for somethings!but then i know i am not going to be like in the pass!I won't do the things until it's very last or the submission date nearly come!The reason is i dun have that kind of motivation!I know my daddy and mummy will be very upset if he see his son like this!Sorry dad and mummy,i did try my very best to stand up but then i always failed!

It's 3 in the midnight!nearly get to 4'o clock!I am still awake here to do my revision and what i am found out is i got too much things dun understand so well!If i am going to pass,i will be more than satisfy!I know last time i used to set myself at least average 70 percent for each subject but then now as long as i can get pass,i will satisfy enough dy!Sometime i did ask myself why i can become like this?can i go back to like last time with high motivation but then i can't get any answer for myself!At this moments,i dunno what is my aims anymore!I got no target at all!I hate this kinds of feelings but then who can understand the feelings!

At this point, i got no idea weather i am going to pass my year or not!or maybe i should say will i get a degree by the end of the day?I dunno and i not dare to think because i know this year my results going to screw me up a lot and which this is the most important year for me.But then i prepare for the worst!In case by the end of the day i got nothings and walk out from the uni, please do take of me in the future.